Monday, February 22, 2010

a melancholy day.

hey.1st n foremost.i got my voice bck.yeah.good.

ari ni.sedih ohh.sedih gile.ntah knp.byk bende la yg buat ak sedih.siot la.tp ak x menangis.tahan je.jgn menangis.AK X SUKE MENANGIS.ko phm?bagus.so diam.

pg ni.kene tlg nenek ak jual kuih.
1st thing wat ak sedih.

"eh.kau x dpt mne2 offer lagi ke?mcm abg pian dulu?x sempat pi plkn pon...."
ad la org tu ckp.yup.ak x sepandai abg.ak x serajin abg.result pon x sebagus abg.jgn compare ak ngan abg.ak x suke.x suke.ko phm??just shut up !
ak harap dpt plaster mulut kau.pg2 lagi da hilang mood ak.
sbb bende tu.ak diam byk ari ni.customer x ramai.tbe2 rase bosan.bosan sgt.
pastu ad makcik ni tnye.
"eh.kuih 4 seringgit ke??"
"x makcik.2, 50 sen"
makcik tu diam.lame.berfikir.hahaha.ak da xleh thn gelak da.terlepas plak.haha.makcik tu saba je dgn perangai ak.haha.kesian gile kat makcik tu.adoi.jahatnye ak.haha.
thnx makcik.sebab buat sy gelak.
then.ptg2.ak gi bce love story tu lg.stupid.nape ak bce?nape ak jumpe lagu tu?argh sengal.jahat gile cite tu.adoi.
hari ni ak gi dgr lagu2 sedih.westlife.bsb.ronan keating.sume lagu lame2 lah.
apsal ak nih.ntah lah.emo kot.adoi.
*ak bukan selalu begini.* minx maaf.
nasib baik.bpk ajak gi mkn kat luar td.tenangkan fikiran seketika.sepatutnya gi awal.tp disebabkan my dad is the busiest man in the world.pg la kul 1030.nasib baik pg.klu x..argh.xtau lah.mcm biase bpk je la yg gi order.
then tggu je la.layan je la cite melayu nihh.
pastu mkn.hish x tenang ak nak makan.tgh2 mkn ad plak makhluk ni kacau.
"en.cat bg la sy mkn dulu.awak saba boleh x??"
en.cat pandang jeh.sukati ko je la nak panjat2 kat ak.haih.ak da la sensitif mlm ni.sakit tau x!!kuku ko panjang !
kenyang gile kot.bpk ak tu ske je order.pastu ak yg kene abeskan.adoi.x larat ak.
oh ye.ak x gi shopping pon ari ni.
my dad ad sudden meeting.kecewa btol.bile lagi ntah nak pg. :(
p/s:ak x akan menangis.

4 comments:

starlover said...

Sometimes to let go is better. I mean, sometimes we need to cry and let go.. Then wake up again. That way, we'll be stronger. Just my humble opinion though =)

A said...

oh.
thnx starlover.

Nicholas Ng Chia Wei said...

wow starlover... nice and meaningful comment... ^_^

A said...

agree. :)

:)

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