Saturday, October 2, 2010


People change, and it's beyond our control and sometimes it's wayy too far from our expectation. Yeah it's true. No doubt. I've seen sooo much of it lately. Just in a blink of eye, a tick of nanosecond, everything wasn't the same like before. IDK, well, should have said it earlier. Should have known it better.

Most of the time. I didn't expect that things would go the other way around. Especially, he, the one that I know long before, one pious fella, nice buddy and all stuffs had changed to a..(sigh) It feels like, that was the best decision ever made to leave him before. Well, I just hope he would come to his senses, and hope that it will never too late to get back to the righteous path again.

But thanks, I learnt a lot from him, the hard way. Well, that was the cost of a knowledge I guess. Anyways, I'm not going to trust something bloody stupid like puppy loves anyway,anymore. Words can be easily uttered, but things are easily said than done. I hate those kind of guys. I'm serious. I really am. I hate you. IDK. It made me realized, how stupid I was, waiting like I don't have any other thing to do.To think that for one second you actually cared, I was feeling so fool.It taught me, that this is not the right time to have that lovey dovey relationship. I was like a dumb. Thank you for teaching me this. Just so you know, I'm living. Still.

Don't ever come out with this three freaking hell words : 'forever and ever' in front of me. There's no such thing in life. I mean, how do you know that it would be forever and ever when the future is just full of uncertainties? Just get the hell out of it. I don't buy words. Sorry.

So, now. Let's focus with IB. Just what the heck are there in between the I and the B? lol.

"Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts."


sh. said...

You know, dear, this is the best time to focus on what we're doing.

psstt, guys are stupid anyway. It's not worth it. So let's smile and walk straight ahead ;)

I like your new layout!! xDD

aliah said...

Oh yeahhh. :')

Ahaha. Me likey too. Geram tgk yours. :P

ENNA said...

al this post is like what i felt mse post aku yg cm b***h tu~

yeah true,guys mmg cmtu.
maybe my story and yours lain sikit!
aku dh tau some fact n mmg betul pon!

cheers :p

aliah said...

Aku mmg dah malas nak fikir.
Persetankan mereka ni. Grr.

Hahah. marah pulak kan..
Chill chill.

Miss you. :'))


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