it was a way of tarbiyah, a harsh one i'd say.
tapi, kalau nanti mak tanya, kau nak jawab apa aliah? mak, adik fail. macam tu ke? kalau abang kena datang amek report card, kau nak lari ke mana nanti?
rhetorical questions kepada diri sendiri.
it's 24 days to go to finals, and i'm still like this. i wonder how i am going to answer those questions?
i'm going to make changes, in these damning 24 days. aku nak tunjuk kat semua, aku bukan bodoh. aku tak bodoh. aku boleh buat semua tu. InsyaAllah.
"... Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves. And when Allah intends for a people ill, there is no repelling it. And there is not for them besides Him any patron." 13:11
confession : sometimes, i really do need someone that i can spill everything, someone that can be a crying shoulder and someone that comforts me when i'm down.